A Mid-Spring Night’s Crisis

Ponder the worth of what she really was

The uniqueness of her essence from first glance to first touch

Difficult to comprehend with intentions

To understand her desires

If they were genuine 

If they were equal to his…

A conscious man is trained to not care

His conscious mind feels otherwise

Living single yet thinking of union

He debates the difference between permanent and temporary

Whether a comparison should even exist

His past is proof

His future, an assumption

Go for what he needs or settle for what he wants

The inverted question as well passes his thoughts

What is need, and what is want

Does he have the two confused

Or misconstrued

Maybe the difference is as simple as old and new

Only time and research can tell the tale of His story

buttah2real:

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buttah2real:

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jenn-n-juiice:

I wish . 

jenn-n-juiice:

I wish . 

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deaf-radio:

☝😳  (Taken with instagram)

deaf-radio:

☝😳 (Taken with instagram)

Lol

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Back n Forth

When a womans fed up, its usually over trust

But when a niggas had enough, its everything but

She succumbs to the lust for his touch

While he starts to feel like things are being rushed

Too much of this, too little of tht

Genuine love, its clear tht she lacks

She wants the love makin,

He wants some class maybe

Things aint really what they seem

She cant seem to grasp pacing

Patiently waitin for a moment

When he can show her tht shes not able to be his one n only

Her emotions are in the air

So she may think it was all phony

Thoughts of square one

Cold soul and lonely

Every day together is a burden

At the same time an experience

Redundancy worsens

Shes barely even hearin it

Blind to the fact tht his emotions are trapped

Lost in the soul of her traveled abode

He cares too much to not care at all

She wants too much to release a hold

Stuck on a one lane road

Waiting to crash

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Finding words to describe

The feelings this heart sends to this mind

Inscribed inside is a letter of attachment

Inside is where the bashful cries of a lost soul lies

These words thus far found serve little purpose to help find

Truth…

Personal.

Non objective

A self entitled message of false hope

Digging deeper past false to reach what is real

A long stretch

A longer note…

Thought abt my own (Taken with instagram)

Thought abt my own (Taken with instagram)

Emotional Leverage

Why cant a nigga just be happy

My nigga, im a sinner. Thts sumn you may want to ask ya pappy

Spendin time tryna play a Man, maybe daddy

Opportunities come n go,

The past can hold on gladly…

Such a tragedy, well on to the next script

Thts a nigga mind-state. Too often on to the next bitch

Relationships, takin the next trip to the pussy club guestlist

A entertainin routine to the young wild n restless

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